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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: a nook hidden away Fri 23 Mar 2012, 9:45 am | |
| Elad had no idea where to go. He couldn't be in the school where others might see him. He was alone and with that realisation came a torrent of tears. The only one he'd ever loved or would ever love could never love him back.
He sobbed like a baby. The man whose soul resided in him had spurned him, the seeds of his love lying unnourished in barren soil. He rocked back and forth, chanting the shema to himself in broken speech "shema... Eloheinu... Ech...chad... V'ahavta... Uv'khol naphsh'...kha... naphsh'kh...a-ha-ha!"
"uv'khol naphsh'kha... I do not deserve to say it!"
He rocked back and forth with silent sobs | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Fri 23 Mar 2012, 1:12 pm | |
| Ruin stepped into the chamber trying to find someone who would explain to him what was happening. When he heard sobs, he drew his eyebrows together and looked around. "Elad? Apollo? Aimee?" he called, his voice filled with concern. | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Fri 23 Mar 2012, 11:18 pm | |
| Elad was shocked and became silent "sorry i was just, you know" said Elad | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:06 am | |
| Ruin shook his head. 'No no, what's wrong?" he asked, his voice one of concern. | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:10 am | |
| "apollo and i broke up. Or Apollo broke up with me. I didn't see it coming" Elad felt sick as he spoke | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:14 am | |
| Ruin was shocked. He made his way over and sat beside the other boy. "I'm not sure I can provide words of comfort, but if you want to talk...I'll surely listen." he said, eyes scanning over Elad's wrecked appearance. | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:22 am | |
| "thanks but i don't think there's anything to say. I just... I always thought he was trapped. I still think he is but i don't think i can change that like i used to" said Elad with shaking breath "i know they're not cool words to use, but i've loved him since our first year and always hoped. Well, that's where hope gets ya" | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:32 am | |
| Ruin nodded and chewed on his lower lip. "Elad, if he wasn't going to open up and let you help him, then maybe this is how it has to be." he placed a comforting hand on the others back before continuing. "Just take sometime to get over him." | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:40 am | |
| "i didn't really need him to love me, just to let me love him, to let me try to make him happy" said Elad "i don't need anything he cannot give" | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
Posts : 428 Goodie Nuggets : 758 Join date : 2012-02-24 Age : 29 Location : Hogwarts
| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:48 am | |
| Ruin let out a soft sigh. "I don't know Apollo very well...but I'm going to assume that the only person that makes him 'happy' is himself. He's just that kind of person.' | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:53 am | |
| "he is not a bad person or a selfish one. When i confessed myself to him, he said he did not know how to be loved. I don't think he has ever been as honest as he was that day. I thought i could show him what it was like but what if he was right?" said Elad. He knew the Slytherin was trying to console him, but it still stung to hear what could have been a criticism of him | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:58 am | |
| "You misunderstood me. I am not trying to say he is a bad or selfish person at all. I'm just saying what I've seen of him. It's simply how he is. He is not bad company nor is he a bad person. Apollo is who he is, and that is what I was trying to say." | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 2:01 am | |
| "i'm sorry, i misunderstood. I just always thought... There is such sadness in him. Maybe i imagined it" said Elad "i always imagined him so alone and wanted not to let him be so alone" | |
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RuinLafayette Unmitigated Turncoat
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 2:04 am | |
| "Maybe he likes being alone. You can show him he doesn't have to be alone by being his friend as well." he said, magicking a cloth for Elad. "Here wipe your face." | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 12:42 pm | |
| Apollonius walked into the complex and saw Elad. 'Hello. I am glad to find you here...' | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:03 pm | |
| "you are? How can i help?" asked Elad weakily, his voice a little hoarse | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:14 pm | |
| 'I just wanted to see you, is all. I...' Apollonius stammered over words which would not come easily. 'I regret your unhappiness.' | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:19 pm | |
| "truly? That is some consolation at least, but why do you speak as though we are mere business associates terminating a contract when my soul is in you and yours in me?" said Elad weakly | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:42 pm | |
| 'I... I just cannot... those things are... that is to say, I'm not the sort who... you see, the thing is... What the hell do you see in me?' Asked Apollonius, frustrated with himself. | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:50 pm | |
| "that" said Elad, smiling weakly "i see that in you" | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 1:59 pm | |
| Apollonius sat beside Elad and laughed. 'I always thought you should have your head looked at.' | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 2:06 pm | |
| "i thought you'd be avoiding me" said Elad as Apollo sat down | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 2:27 pm | |
| 'Maybe I would have been, I don't know.' Said Apollonius. 'I've been thinking. Or rather, not thinking. I don't know what I think.' | |
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Elad_DAvigdor Ravenclaw 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 2:45 pm | |
| Elad looked at Apollo "you have an unending lifetime to work it out" | |
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Apollonius von Hohenheim Slytherin 6th Year
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| Subject: Re: a nook hidden away Sat 24 Mar 2012, 4:08 pm | |
| 'I have to say Elad... you scared me – or, rather, you didn't scare me but "it" did. I don't know how to be happy; I've never been happy. I just wanted you to go on and be happy without me.' He felt himself shutting off and becoming cold again. 'I am insufficient to meet your needs.'
'Logic dictates... dictat... that... Logic dictates that we part ways sooner rather than later before you become more emotionally invested in something dysfunctional.' | |
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