Great Hall

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I was starving, normally I'd go strait for the kitchens and avoid all of this social drama that seemed to always happen in the great hall but something urged me to stop doing what was habit of mine. I needed to step outside the box, open up to people and what not.

I felt naked standing here at the doorway, everything in me wanted to run and head back towards the kitchens. I rather liked the house elves. Kreatcher especially he was so cheerful and told some great stories. I sighed taking a step into the great hall trying my best not to show everyone how unsettled I was. I saw Jordan sitting at the slytherin table his eyes only on his food, completely ignoring the young girl who was throwing herself at him. I laughed wondering if I had ever done that.

I settled down at the Hufflepuff table, grabbing some bread and pumpkin juice. That was all I allowed myself to eat in front of people. My fellow Hufflepuffs watched me carefully, no doubt trying to remember if they had ever seen me eat here besides at the feasts. I averted my gaze instead looking over to the slytherin table.

He went into the great hall waiting for amy with his broom in hand.

Amy walked in and looked at him, sitting on the bench nearest to him. "You got your broom back then"

"yes, and I've got something to tell you..." he sighed "you know that boy tony... I killed him yes... with my own... k-kill-killing curse" he saw into the floor

She looked away, whispering. "Why would you do that? Death hurts so much, I leant that the hard way."

"he attacked me with the cruciatus curse and the first spell that popped into my mind was my own made spell... and I did not know he was so... weak in magic.. because if he tries on a 15year he should have magic talent."

Amy sighed. "You took a life, how does that feel? I can't imagine the horror of ending something like that." She looked at him.

"it feels bad.. but.. no, I cant express me.. he was a jerk but, no..!"he sighed
"can yoou forgive me?"

She sighed and nodded slightly. "I guess, so long as you really didn't mean it?"

"I did not!" he was desperate in his voice "I was so stupid"

She nodded. "Then I guess I can try." She pulled a plate towards her.

"and amy... please take this broom as a thank you" he smiled at her and tried not to show the marks of Solei torured him. 'If she sees the rests of these cuts what shall I do then' he silent thought

She shook her head. "I can't take it Jonny, it's yours, you bought it." She looked up at him. "I didn't work for it so I can't accept it." She saw marks and jumped, again, to conclusions. "Is that what Apollo did to you?"

"cant exactly call it apollo's fault, but he is a part of it but that's another story."

"Tell me?" She said, moving over so he could sit down.

"it started when I walked in and saw then torturing emilia... then everything got black and when I came to myself where when I was crawling out.."

"Oh god!" She said, "Are you ok?" She looked worried. "And who do you mean by them?"

"they as in apollo and solei."

She recoiled slightly. Solei, he had seemed nice? She shrugged it off and looked at him. "Have you had Madame Pomfrey look at it?"

"No, eric and carly healed me... and I sence a strange feeling inside eric... cant stop it."

OOC: back at durmstrang someone tested a spell at them that made them able to feel eachothers pain and emotions

"Well he certainly has strange feelings for Carly, or haven't you noticed that?" She raised an eyebrow.

"I can only feel his emotions but not more specific but yeah... it is when he is around her.."

Amy smiled slightly. "Well, so long as he's happy." She started to eat an apple.

"I feel sorry for you... and.. I have feelings for you."

She looked up at him, frowning slightly in surprise. "You have feelings? For me? But I thought..."

"our mind tricks us" he laughs and kisses her cheek